my heart is bleeding ...
why does it bleed so much ?
i didn even have this feeling even though i broke up
or even i hurt the people around me ..
now ,
i really gonna leave this place .
but yet .
my very best friend left me and go ..
i didn really know what i did .
maybe its really my fault .
ill say sorry .
but i think its useless ..
i just felt heart breaking ..
i donno if she came back from her holidaes ..
but it really hurt me much when she didn even care about me .
days go on without her .
but i dun think i can get use of it .
i gonna leave this place ,
which have my most happy and unhappy memory .
i really cant put everything down .
i really are in pain ..
i hope some one can help me ..
In the end ,
i know that im just a stupid one




Life really go fast
faster then i can react
faster then everything ....

♥ 7:19 AM

todae went out with cythia
dk her name how to spell lols ..
really hard to spell
hahhs
went to CQ to take her pay
then after that went to bishun to eat mos buger !!!
then she start telling me shyt ..
i also tell her alot of shyt hahhs
then she like fukcing stun .
but its ok lorh
the worst is she wanted me to help her complain to change her phone
because of some problem ,
i went home early hahhs
then while i on the train going marsiling ,
she very cute ...
tell me she planing abt how to complain -.-
how stupid and cute hahhs ><
but the bext things of the day will be ....
THE EYELASHES !!!
ask her if u wan to know hahhs (:



Eventhough every thing go smooth
but it really wun get to last too long ):

♥ 3:52 AM

beeen grounded for so fucking long ...
todae just get to get out to meet yunlong for awhile ..
im so fuck up man ..
everyone cant really get to see me ..
ill be going for malysai for 1 year .
dun miss me .
ill get very emotional down if i know people miss me or dun wan me go
just let me leave llike i dun exsit ok ?




things that is coming will come
its cannot be stopped even u do ur best
thats what we called fate

♥ 3:49 AM

♥ 7:50 AM

todae uhh
went to find yunlong at admerity
So good hahhs
we ate kfc .
he brought his bingo out !
the dog
so cute !!
nv bite me hahhs .
then took his cusin car to bugis .
he went to do tatoo !
so nice mans
i think i also going to put one lerh !!
bigbig one !
bigger then him hahhs
Swear to god !
then after that i when to pig's mum shop to pei pig
she alone at shop .
so pitiful .
after that rachel and linda came back from work .
their image at work very stylo .
so beatiful !
LOL !!
clip uo hair n tied hair hahhs .
we slack n wait for her mum to come back
then gone to slack with linda n rachel again .
now ades like everydae with them .
think i like to be beaten by them i think .
hahhs
after that i went home
now im infront of the computer to type this shit .
if not u think where im at again ?
Stupid !!
see ya tml .
tml got work at nite .
so maybe wun post barh !
takecare





Life is sure good !
Tatoo is sure nices
Hahhs

♥ 6:56 AM

Todae almost like whole dae slack with linda n rachel .
Nthing better to say sia .
all i can say is dun slack with them !
they violent .
beat me up lols .
kick n slack n puch !
but i also got bully them hahhs
nthing better to post lerh !
so today off daye !!
Byess !!





They all are quite good frined to me
so ill treasure them (:

♥ 6:54 AM

todae alos slp dao very late hahh !!
then went to find yunlong to eat !
miss the hawayi chicken chop at 131 !!
taste so good !
then after that went out with yunlong to orcid
we intend to go e Bar and Tantrick to find his drink
but its too early .
so we went shoping .
went we came out from the mrt station .
got a lady came by .
and say
"Hello" . Lady
"Yes?" Eric
"Our companz is looking for model and i think u guys suit the model image ."
"Wow , she say we hamsome ehh !! " Eric to yunlong .
"Hahhs ! " Yunglong .
"So i think u should pass by our company and interview for the job " Lady
"OK" Eric
"U can call to this number on the name card ." Lady
"OK , Thx ." Eric & Yunlong .
Then she gone aways .
After that ...
"Ehh she say we hamsome !! u see !! i told u im not ugly !! " Eric
"No larhs . i think she say wrongly . Is im hamsome ! " Yunlong
-.-lll CB
Lols .
its ok lorhhs
after that we went shoping .
yunlong went to see clothing .
we didn buy anything !!
save money .
then we gone down to the company to take a look
We did the interview .
but they say nid pay 680 for the fucking small marketing card .
Fuck up lols .
then we go to tantrick n drop .
So waste of time to go there .
Everyone .
I telling u guys
not to go to b model .
cus very waste of money lol .
N time .
We drank alot sia .
then i like wanna drop .
after a while we took mrt n gone back .
went to find linda at nite also .
lols this time i nv slp hahhs
then we chat until 1 am then go home
Sweet .





LIfe is not boring at all !!
So fun !

♥ 6:45 AM